One week Later

This is kind of an update from last week. I am happy. Ashley and I have been hanging out, and getting to know one another. I have always been hesitant when it comes to meeting people. I think it has something to do with my past. However it is hard not to like a young, intelligent and attractive lady like Ashley. She is going to SF until Friday and that really sucks. Big Chuck look after her for me.

I think if there was one thing I would change about myself it would be my shyness. Some people might be thinking, "what is he talking about?!" But if I am in a new atmosphere I really shut down. I get really nervous, quiet, and pretty much become a hermit (I have been called a hermit before). Although once I get to know someone or, the atmosphere it is hard for me to shut up. I have been told I am just like my father when he was younger. My mother actually asked my Dad out, because he was shy. My mother is definitely not shy and it has definitely rubbed off on my father. I can already see it kind of waring off, I think because I am at the age where I really don't care what people think about me. That sounds kind of bad, but its true. I am who I am, and I don't need to change to fit in.

Until next time...